u might not realise that this is written for you...
i have no idea y im writin this to u either...at this night when im stranded in a mountain range in china...listening to jay chou while the tibetan dogs are barking out there
just happened to log in to blogger and realised wow...u are my top traffic source..hahaha...amazing...
thx for the attention....u know i always needed that
and i realised u din cancel your blog...it juz became .sg instead of .com....misleading but....i found it! haha
read ur latest entry which is wat...in feb this yr?
was a good read i'd say, better than the previous few ive seen last yr which was...overly perfect n optimistic...as if nothing in the real world bothers u...
10 yrs ago...2002...well it was the happiest yr of my life
u know y? coz i officially start fallin for u...
haha maybe this is the first time i ever admit this but i know u knew it long ago....
i dunno if u stil rmb..the fireworks during ndp....the time during higher chinese...the phone calls in vietnam....it's 10 yrs already!
we had all that... i dun wanna go into details coz it'd b nicer if u could get those out of ur head on ur own...
back then, i thought...eventually....at the end of the day...by hook or by crook...that we'll end up tgt...coz we had all that while the rest missed...
but still...after all that yrs of fun and anticipation...it din happen....
i thought that's it...i might not love again....if all that couldnt turn into sth...
but u see...eventually...i made it to who i am today....even becomin someone else's bf...
guess what....if the 10 yr old u were to look at me now...i'd stil recognise her...she is still stuck at the back of my head till today...the girl who takes 912 at woodgrove and never sits...shes the best thingy to begin my day with....
well this sounds kinda cheekopeh but...haha...u know how much u meant for me...
sth i wanna say to u...
be humbled by life...but never get defeated by fate! coz its never ur fate until u fight for it...my only regret about us is that i never asked u officially if it could work between us....even it meant a proper rejection...so...
go out and beat the shit out of fate...it doesnt define u until u give up...dont live in regret coz u din try hard enough...
o ya and dreamland do exist...my gf believes it...i do...and i think u havent give up yet...just hang in there...we'll get there:))
