||*memories of my past*||

memories

Monday, November 17, 2014
2:42 PM

I think i just had a sudden realization

I hope that helps.

It's weird how i was listening to 董小姐

and thought where I first heard it

and it was when we were taking that walk in DC....

in the secluded little park....

you played it to me on the phone...

you said I would like it...

and i said i din...

but end up loving it later....

I still remember how we walked to the Thai place on the first night and got a mediocre pad keemao

how we walked to the supermarket which looked scary

I still remember how my car broke down and we hauled it to the dealer and get the tires changed ourselves coz no one else knows how to do it.....

how we drove back to state college with that dealer's passat to settle our apmt.

how we just lazed around in the apmt and not go anywhere n played san guo sha

somehow....i think I'm starting to miss that summer we spent together there....

Now reflecting upon that....

i really dont know if I should hold on to my stupid beliefs about brazil and all that shit.

i think you did put in enough effort to shit

Spending a week without me in fking maryland....

I'm just an asshole in that sense to even think that way....

In such sense i think I'm through with my stupid so called struggle...

I should do the right thing before I screw up big times.

想。。。。