Glad that I have time to actually sit by a fairytale like view and think abt the shit that happened this year.
I realize it's good to keep it simple and blunt sometimes... Especially when all of us are getting old and the memories have sort of weathered out
Ok so...
It was a bad yr I have to say
Coz again I ended up not meeting my own expectation
It was a good yr
Because it did not leave me hopeless and sorta rekindled some distant hope/drama
And mostly I'm well liked n sometimes well hated by people. And that is fine because i think I have been true to myself say 85% of the time and that is quite an achievement. Will work on the 15% next yr and hopefully feel more settled in and grind out all the insecurity left.
